Sunday, June 5, 2011

Humility -- The first step out of our world of selfishness

I'm struck so many times during the day, looking back upon years of mercy, realizing that I have spent much time refusing God's love, sinning in such a manner as to enslave myself, looking all that time for freedom.

But God is a patient God, knowing our hearts better than we ever will.  God is a patient God, having sent His only Son to be our Savior and our Friend.  God is a patient God, reminding us of our failings only to guide us to His ocean of Mercy, welcoming us with open arms when we are ready to return.  The loving Father we are all seeking.

For myself, the return to God's mercy and friendship with Christ requires me to leave selfishness behind, closing the door on self-exaltation, rebuking the disdainful attitude that, even because of my particular sins, I am better than others.  Even now I pray for His grace and mercy that I may stop constantly seeking myself instead of Christ.  It seems that every day I forget about His love and friendship, thinking that if I had more things or more relationships of the sort I desire, then I would be fulfilled. But such a fulfillment is empty.  There is a spiritual void in the human heart that only God can fill.  Is it pride to think that someday selfish things will no longer attract me?

Ever since the early monks of the desert, Christian writers have focused on humility as the necessary path to enjoy the presence of God and ascend to the heights of Mt. Carmel.  And so I offer my tender reader some thoughts of St. Josemaría Escrivá on certain signs that one may not be humble.  If his reflections help you, I ask that you offer a prayer for my intentions.  These were not collected by me, I found them on the web page of a local priest, Fr. Francis Peffley.

The Seventeen Evidences of a Lack of Humility

From the Writings of St. Josemaría Escrivá


  1. To think that what one says or does is better than what others say or do;

  1. To always to want to get your own way;

  1. To argue with stubbornness and bad manners whether you are right or wrong;

  1. To give your opinion when it has not been requested or when charity does not demand it;

  1. To look down on another's point of view;

  1. Not to look on your gifts and abilities as lent (i.e. on loan to you from God);

  1. Not to recognize that you are unworthy of all honors and esteem, not even of the earth you walk on and things you possess;

  1. To use yourself as an example in conversations;

  1. To speak badly of yourself so that others will think well of you or contradict you;

  1. To excuse yourself when you are corrected;

  1. To hide humiliating faults from your spiritual director, so that he will not change the impression he has of you;

  1. To take pleasure in praise and compliments;

  1. To be saddened because others are held in higher esteem;

  1. To refuse to perform inferior tasks;

  1. To seek to stand out;

  1. To refer in conversation to your honesty, genius, dexterity, or professional prestige; and

  1. To be ashamed because you lack certain goods.

Jesus, meek and humble of Heart, make my heart like unto Thine!